I know. I'm procrastinating. But I don't really care. I should be working more on my research paper or I should be working on my math since I have a math final coming up. The problem is. I just don't care.
It's one of those moods when you don't really care about what's going to happen if you don't do the things you should do. So you just don't do them. Although I'm not completely avoiding doing my schoolwork. I'm writing this post! Which I'm supposed to do. I'm supposed to have forty five by the end of this semester. I really don't know if that is going to happen or not. I have 19 (now 18) posts to do before the end of the semester. But don't forget, I'm in the "I don't care" mood.
It's just so hard to write at least 600 words of my feelings of nonsense when I've never really been good at writing my thoughts down. I'm also trying to write a research paper, so that takes up the time of my "I care" mood.
I have been in a stressed and unhappy mood which makes me not want to do anything so then I end up doing nothing. I don't know how I'm supposed to get out of this mood. I know once I don't get all the credits that I could get for my blog that I'll end up being disappointed in myself for not doing things to the best of my abilities. I'll end up thinking about how I could have done so much better in my class but I just didn't push myself like I should have. Oh well. I guess I'll get over it.
Remember "Pierre," the "I Don't Care" book? Fact is, those moods just happen to all of us sometimes...Also, you wrote, "I'll end up thinking about how I could have done so much better in my class but I just didn't push myself like I should have." Baby cakes, welcome to college. That happened to me in more than one of my classes. Though I loved my time at Moody, I too often put things off to the last minute and then felt bad. It's okay. :-) Love you.
ReplyDeleteP.S. I think you can get all the blog posts done! I know you have a full mind, but here are some ideas (you can take 'em or leave 'em). :-)
ReplyDelete--thoughts on your nieces and nephews (you did do a sisters post afterall)
--your thoughts on living in CA your whole life
--synopsis of your favorite book(s) (like the abridged version in 600 words so I don't have to read the whole book you recommend)...
--your current church, and maybe even your recent church experiences/changing churches
--pets we've had (Gookie, Mercy, Tumnus, Oreo...)